quotes & insights3

Death comes to us all. Old age renders patience, youth brings exuberance. Sadness is its shadow, longing for it to come as the days move on endlessly. Man has learned of his short lifetime, so he makes much of it. Living in a fast-paced civilization, forgetting most of the time, the essence of living and recognizing the fear of death.

Sometimes apathy is my only consolation rather than sadness. The loss of sense of direction is almost the same as the wanting of death. This will ultimately drive me crazy, as i'm on the edge of the top, looking down, imagining my fall. Why do i want to die as much as i want to live?

The feeling of having lived many times before this life of mine is so overwhelming. I believe that's where i got my sense of things. Knowledge is learned but i haven't done most of them, yet the idea of deja vu clouds my mind like i experienced them firsthand. It's dreading.

The desire for power: i don't blame any man for pursuing it. To want is man's strength. I, for one, wish it's presence; to be drunk, a state of stupor, to somehow feel the sweetness of having control. How do i obtain such?

All things in life we get, we should accept. Struggling could only worsen the situation, yet sometimes man is always looking for hope and portrays Einstein's definition of stupidity. I do believe in fate. Sometimes man defies what has been given tohim, and so he changes his destiny and turns around his life. But can't you see? Maybe that's what fate is all about. In the end, what you will be is what you were supposed to be.

Suicide is the easiest escape out of this world. Despite the fear of death looming, it is overcome by despair&apathy. You lose the feeling of your worth and the meaning of your existence. Losing the will to survive, death becomes an open door.

Timetravel has come to my attention again. As I've said before, there is no such thing. In multi-existing realities, none can go back/forward in time without also changing the space. It may be appropriately called REALITY TRAVEL. But how? ..No. The question would have to be -what traveled? We go now to knowing how the brain works. All the details in processing thought, reasoning, and in almost everything. One cannot alter reality because it will create imbalance. But only knowledge then imparted could have traveled. It would create change, but not imbalance. Is it possible? I don't know. I ask again, how does the mind work? ..If chances are omniscient, then thought-traveling is a wow. We're back again to how powerful the mind is.

I've never discussed the details of my life. It's because I've always believed in the saying, "Exposing yourself is a weakness exposed to your enemies." I've lived different lives. That's all you need to know.

Traveling by the sea, watching the horizon, makes me feel like the heaven and earth slicing. The heaven is moving with me forward forward while the sea is sliding back. Illusion too disparing.